Digital Suicide Machine
Been figuring out how to do this online thing for 20 years. Had a million blogs and projects but always nuke everything because my ideas and characters change so suddenly and extremely that i feel dishonest if i am showing…
Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
Tag OBSESSION
Had it all, lost it all (newsletter)
not really sure why i am even sending this somehow i thought this year would be different i had more stability, my own placepractising music, meditation, gym met this girl i really really liked and things were going greatwas writing poetry…
LOVEHATE
“sorry for the awful emails, you didnt deserve that. You ignited something so deep in me that it brought all this ugly stuff too and for some reason i was deeply hurt you closed so much. But we are both…
Rajavartija
Mulla on vahvoja tunteita sua kohtaan…En tiedä oikein onko sulla muaVai oonko vaa joku kiehtova seksikäs runoilija sullejoka sulattaa sun sydämen kun antaudutJoka inpiroi sua ja meillä on tällainen “yhteys”…joka on tietenkin erittäin kaunista… ja se kehittyy ja elää Älä…
If Not In This One
you are the greatest threatto my lonelinessi hate this feelingof wanting you so god damned muchi can’t focus or think straightall i think about is youi don’t ev
Rush of Blood To The Head (Coldplay)
I’m gonna buy this place and burn it downI’m gonna put it six feet under groundI'm gonna buy this place and watch it fallStand here beside me baby in the crumbl
Standing Still Might Kill You Inside
i chase her footstepsalthough it's getting dark to seei wish i knew what to doso i could catch youcause it's getting lonely as hell in this townat least i have
Crazy
I’m a little bit of a crazy person. I obsess over things. My moods can change drastically within one day. I’ve went to psychiatrists but everytime I step into their office I feel like they are the patients. I go…
Sweet Little Tragedy
sweet little tragedy12.02.2012 stuck in betweenthe low life's paradiseand the american dreamI feed the beastbecause my pain is joyand in my cage I'm free if all
Hunger
i got this hunger insideto feel more and more alivei'm going forward but im on rewindi wish someone wouldjust press playi think that would b