Category Spirituality

internet is The Matrix 

But you can break free anytime you feel like it even if just for one day. Just turn off your phone and all internet (wifi, routers, etc). Clean your home. Go for a long walk without headphones. Listen to the…

Step Away

Feeling a bit shaky this morning. Listening to jazz and living as if today is all I have. All my identities at war with each other. Fuck them. Let the music take me away. Follow it with my thought symbols.…

EGOLOGY

Every neurosis is a miniature ecological crisis (repression of the biosphere by the noosphere), and the worldwide ecological crisis is in fact a worldwide psychoneurosis.” ~ Ken Wilber  Our inner ecology is a reflection of the outer ecology. So step…

River of Light 

Hello friends. Have an incredible day and week and moment. Dream big. Make your vision stronger than anyone else’s you know. Eventually all our dreams will merge because all humans want to experience joy. That is how we work spiritually…

The Path of Heart 

Last week I travelled to Estonia to my dear friend Rauno’s 30th birthday party/festival at a spectacular hotel in the estonian countryside. I was there for 5 days and the whole experience was quite incredible. When I arrived on wednesday,…

Fear is only love in a cage 

A lot of friends send me all this negative stuff on telegram. I know we are living in some crazy times. Just remember to not get addicted to the fear. Its tempting and easy because it is everywhere. Fear is…

Welcome to the new site! 

As you can see the last post is from xmas 2020. So it’s been awhile since I wrote here and the whole site was offline too because I wasn’t sure I needed it. I was focused more on posting my…

madness of a thousand rain falls 

Along with music, I’ve been attempting to figure out life but it seems the goal posts are always moving. The more I know, the more I know what is possible. And thus, knowledge becomes relative. You are actually learning how…

Infinite Love 

It’s been a crazy week. Crazy month. Crazy year. Today is laundry day. And the clocks went back an hour. Congrats on Khabib (UFC champ) for the win and retirement. This man has taught me a lot about honor. I miss…

Feeling Discouraged 

The youtube thing is going okay. Getting new music out there. Generating some views and engagement. I am quite proud of my work so far. But really struggling to grow an audience. This month I have been sharing my thoughts on…