Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
Started writing lyrics and poetry when I was 15 because it was the only place I felt free to say whatever I wanted. Been doing it since then. No rules. Only words on a sea of white like blood on snow. This is me at my most real, raw, and unfiltered. Like a wounded animal crawling back to his wonderland cave. My poetry is a trace of blood for others to follow. Nowhere to hide except here and now.
olin onnelinen lapsi hyvä kasvatus safkaa pöydällä välillä piti imuroida ja kai sain siitä jotain viikko rahaa emmä muista luin sarjiksia katoin leffoja pelasin videopelejä katoin lätkää piirsin kuuntelin musaa leikin ulkona kavereiden kanssa seikkailtiin ja painittiin ja uitiin ja…
istun himassa ja ihmettelen miten mulla menee chill out ambient musa soi taustalla paskoista läppäri kajareista kun en jaksa kytkee sterkkoihin äsken tein aamu joogat ja meditaatiot kahvit juotu heräsin vähän ennen viittä ihme masennus taas ollut muutaman päivän, ei…
we all suck at most things just do a few things amazingly communicate express share create stop complaining about facebook and waiting for some force to save you you are your own god the guru is within stop needing and…
be happy and kind and fun to show your followers that this life we live is just a beautiful day under the sun snowstorms and hurricanes are coming your way and whatever is coming your way is your way through…
sometimes i feel things and i can’t find the words to express what i feel invisible flames of spirit just get so damn frustrated and overwhelmed pick up my guitar or go for a walk to see the sky
You try so hard to stay alive. You live and learn. You make mistakes and wonder what the hell is wrong with you. But somehow you keep going. Reading and learning. Working and talking. Thinking and listening. You see yourself…
dont like the way i feel right now wish i could find a door please let me out going around old patterns i want out but i want this pain too it makes me feel good in some sick way…
the truth is everyone i used to know friends, family, lovers, etc are no longer here in this current version of me the story changed at some point used to want to be this rock star guy all i knew…
basically been on drgs my whole life faked it till i didn’t make it made it on my own and nobody knew me woke up when the world slept roamed the streets and vandalized my mind god damn waste of…
friend zoned at fifteen so drank and joined the metallica fanclub grew my hair and saw slayer live went to school and then came back home to shred and masturbate listened to metal and read biographies and q magazine saw…