Category Poetry

Started writing lyrics and poetry when I was 15 because it was the only place I felt free to say whatever I wanted. Been doing it since then. No rules. Only words on a sea of white like blood on snow. This is me at my most real, raw, and unfiltered. Like a wounded animal crawling back to his wonderland cave. My poetry is a trace of blood for others to follow. Nowhere to hide except here and now.

paris

sitting in my living room with ideas for movies about poets and dancers long drawn out shots and awkward scenes but nothing too fancy or pretentious or maybe a deep study on exactly that might even call it “Etcetra” what…

songpoems

Thank you for opening in me parts that I didn’t even know were closed. You revealed to me new ways of writing, playing and being. You gave me the courage to go deeper than ever before into worlds that can…

home

came back to my home city now almost 5 years ago after having been gone far too long and no longer knowing who i was not sure i ever really did nor even wanted to for the life of an…

look

what does a look mean   the way they look at you if they look at you at all how you look how you dress beard or no beard 2 or 3 month beard? trimmed or wild fabric of clothing…

trust issues

never trust a man who makes you feel like i make you feel or only trust the feeling because nothing is more real than this all the things that make this world such a crazy place are also the same…

learning as i go

learning as i go used to be my own foe until i snapped out of it took care of it came out with guns blazin went to town with it got lost in it forgot about it remembered it whatevered…

reveal

maybe its not good to reveal myself like this when someone questions my abilities or my actions i feel like i have been fired from a job i thought i was really good at.

depression

struggling with depression last 25 years when i go out i am not authentic i lie to everyone that i am okay so they dont worry art helps and osho tantra but i keep forgetting being vs doing get confused…

FREAK SHOW

Dont wanna be number one Dont wanna be on top of the charts Dont want your stupid awards Dont want to sing your national anthems Dont wanna be friends with chad the quarterback and his football bully buds Dont wanna…

Let them come

show me who you really are and i will show you that it’s all a scam all ideas, beliefs identities, ideologies all truth, love, health, healing it’s all a fucking scam i lost my faith in humanity long ago and…