Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
Anxiety back. Stronger than ever. Coming to estonia was a complete disaster for my psyche it seems. All regulatory functions/rhythms gone haywire (food, sleep, breathing, exercise). Need to get back home to finland asap before this imaginary pack of lions…
Wrote this bad boy last night right before i ran into an old friend who walked by my table. Felt like a poet again. Free and miserable. His friend joined and many beers later we walked outside and it was…
Savitaipale, Finland (January 2019) #homesweethome #winter2019 #finlandnature #freshpowder #mountainman without a mountain. January, 2019. Jamming with some friends in Finland. Surviving the heavy winter. Feeling the blues, the warm glow of fire brewing and wild game stewing. After 30 years…
Been micro dosing lsd last 5 weeks. Two times per week. It’s nice on the days you take the dose but don’t really seen any benefits on the other days. Still struggling with my usual chaotic mind and mood swings.…
August 2018. Turned down job as bellboy in 5-star hotel in Helsinki to go pursue fame in amsterdam. Sent all my equipment to friends office, thanks @derekdebonomusic ! But it was raining and cops threatened me in red light district…
I have travelled and lived in many countries. The places I have enjoyed the most have been when I’ve met cool people, many I am still friends with. I’m a magnet for crazy lost souls like me. And they are…
So i returned to Finland in 2017 and spent the whole year there, taking care of my dying friend (our family dog Fina). It was a very difficult year and kind of a blur. Had lots of time to read,…
Amsterdamian summer, 2016. Got on a flixbus from London and went to see an old friend in amsterdam. For the next few months I lived in the attic of this huge empty house they were selling, outside the city. They…
Getting ready to set sail again soon. Going to the baltics to perform and see my friends. I’m scared. But excited. And kind of scared about my excitement. But this gets me even more excited! It’s a kind of sexual…
Coming to Estonia next month to perform. Will be there pretty much the whole month of November, creating beautiful things or at least finding beauty in creating something. Y’all free on nov 25th? Come see our show. I am performking…