thanks for showing me once again
who i dont wanna be
and what i dont want
You are like sewer rat
Alway know i find down there in the dungeons
when i fall from grace
You dont care about happiness or love
You just wanna stay closed and down and out
With your false beliefs and fake plastic gods
You are the epitome of a toxic person.
For those that want to climb high and ascend to the god realms up there on earth where the light shines
You have also become incredibly boring and predictable
No wonder you are so bored and so depressed and so crippled
Your higher self uses these physiological entities as a way to communiticate you
But the sewer rat continues its reign
Nothing will change
You are beyond hope
And if i am right, you will be there waiting in the sewers
It’s not about self help you fool
It’s about science
Philosophy
Your running books are also sefl help
Fuck you are such a moron
So frustrating to deal with someone like that
Its like you are incapable of any kind of analysis or reflection
You are the most arrogant narcissistic person I have ever met
Is this the life you wanted??
If you want something you never had, you gotta do something you never have
YOU SEE WHAT YOU PROJECT
YOU PROJECT WHAT YOU SEE
Fucking hell i am done with your toxic shit.
Put me in the same category as your ex wives and friends and children.
Like them i want nothing whatsoever to do with you and this will be the last words you ever get from me.
You will continue your dance.
No catholic or anything will save you until you look within and heal your inner child.
That is the root.
INNER BONDING
read the book.
Otherwise wtf you doing in oasto?
You are wasting everyones time there.
They are psychologists and psychiatrists.
At least let them help you.
But in this sewer rat state you are beyond help.
Worst of all, you choose your misery.
You would rather stay the biggest loser on earth then show some humillity and try something new.
So you know ?
Fuck off for good.
Nobody cares about you or your shitty poetry.
I blocked all your social media accounts and if you ever try to fuck with my shit i will block you again. You are so stupid thats its easy to see right away your trolling.
I suggest you delete your blogs and twitter and instagram.
Disappear for a year, focus on running, God, sobriety, health, healing and you will get back the great life you once had. Become a hero. You can do it if you want.
You are in a fucking psychiatry institution. LOOK IN THE MIRROR.
WAKE UP!!!
This version of you is over.
Dont leave that place until you are ready to start again. FRESH.
CHANGE EVERYTHING
Thoughts
Beliefs
Identity
Actions
Habits
EVERYTHING.