Good keep the money.
This is why I left.
You talk about dropping all that stuff yet you are still stuck in the money game. That is the ultimate trap. Give it all away for free. That is the real power. You are just another hustler selling ideas. If you believed in them you would drop the money/marketing/consultation bullshit and maybe one day you will. I hope so. It is a test to see if you really believe what you claim to believe. The ultimate test. A good axiom: Never trust anyone who’s income depends on you believing them. Or like groucho marx once said “I would never join a club who would accept me as a member.” This is worth contemplating alone. You encourage people to not trust influencers or gurus yet you are selling yourself as one to trust. Trust or true knowledge cannot be bought and selling it makes a mockery of the deep work. The money game is a dead end. Tricky though because we gotta stay alive. I am living on welfare and refuse to work a “job”.
And although in your earlier livestreams you mention not being a teacher, just sharing with your friends, it seems you dont believe in that either. We could’ve talked human to human. You just wanted to sell me your consultation and until I can pay you I am nothing to you. I get it. Yes this is a filter to also test other people’s committment and all that but it also kills something sacred and gives birth to a life that is built on rot much worse than the junk food you avoid. The whole coaching/consultation/celebrity/selfhelp thing is built on that model where everyone jerks each other off to be part of the club of “money and prosperity”. Until you question it and they cast you out of course! That is when I knew, this guys is not for real. And all heart power was gone instantly although I tried to avoid seeing it. Just another chimp strutting his stuff on instagram and telegram. Imposter. Like everyone else there. Plastic fake fuck satanists trapped in the wasteland technopolis of modernity. Also known as hell.
“The great ones do not set up offices, charge fees, give lectures, or write books. Wisdom is silent, and the most effective propaganda for truth is the force of personal example. The great ones attract disciples, lesser figures who’s mission it is to preach and to teach. These are the gospelers who, unequal to the highest task, spend their lives in converting others. The great ones are indifferent, in the profoundest sense. They don’t ask you to believe: they electrify you by their behavior. They are the awakeners. What you do with your life is only of concern to you, they seem to say. In short, their only purpose here on earth is to inspire. And what more can one ask of a human being than that?”
Know yourself.
I am sure we will meet one day. Somewhere out there. Will be interesting to see if either of us has been able to escape from satan’s power or business as usual. Those who have found the way don’t hand out business cards. Heaven and paradise awaits those who are willing to walk their talk and talk their walk. That is the invitation. The deep calling for men like us. To go where nobody else is willing to go. A pilgrimmage into the dark heart of the jungle to confront the beast.
That’s all for now.
Take care
ALL FOR LOVE