I Say What Others Are Too Afraid To Even Think.
Why? Because it fills me with joy.
WARNING!! What you are about to read is not for fluffcakes…
My mission in life is to become filthy rich, date supermodels and drive Ferraris.
That’s pretty much it. My holy trinity. The big three. After that I can die a happy man.
Many people think it’s not good to think this way and chase these kinds of things and that I should focus more on helping others and being grateful for what I have. You are so superficial Markus. You are so narcissistic.
Jesus fucking christ.
I used to care obsessively about what others thought of me. I used to be a good person too. I wanted to save the world. I believed in love. But I was also fake, dishonest, depressed and broke most of the time. I was a slave to the dreams of other men and a weak pathetic coward in how I lived my life. Most of the time I wanted to die or somehow make myself disappear. Some days I wanted to burn the whole universe to nothingness.
This went on for 35 years.
And then something snapped in my brain. A light switched on.
I suddenly saw everything so clearly.
I stopped giving a fuck about what anyone thought of me.
For the first time in my life, I felt free and happy.
I thought this must be what all those enligthened spiritual weirdoes were talking about.
I guess I had reached my breaking point.
All those rules and beliefs that I was force fed since I can remember…
They no longer existed.
I always knew that there is another way to live in this world. And it’s not entirely obvious.
But now I was experiencing it.
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