1 – Fucked up mystics.
A friend asked why these so-called enlightened mystics are so fucked up. My reply: I think its important to be able to divorce their “teachings” from their character. When you find higher truth, you will recognize it no matter where it comes from or who said it. And feel it in your being. Nothing else matters.They are just messengers. Just humans. with problems like all of us. Living in the material dream world.
2 – Anxiety cure.
The best cure for my anxiety is when i work on my music 5-6 hours. Sing. Guitar. Piano. Lyrics. Recording. Mixing. When i dont do that, I start feeling real bad. Working on music gives me a sense of purpose and importance. And writing. I suck at everything else.
3 – Follower counts.
I honestly prefer fewer followers. When there is too much i get confused. Like who are all these people? Am I just a statistic for them? I would prefer 0 honestly. 0 likes 0 followers 0 engagement. Like untrampled snow. A beautiful secret hidden world waiting for someone to find it. And ruin it.
4 – Daily plans.
The plan is the same as every other day. To follow the path of heart. See where it leads. Always full of surprise. To study health, wellness, etc. Spiritual practises: body, mind, spirit, heart. Music work, writing, reading, walking. Music, books, movies. ART. Creativity. Confronting demons, shadow work, etc. Vegan diet and lifestyle. Sober. De-programming my mind from society’s brainwashing. Thinking. Feeling. Doing. Being
5 – Randomness
I really like “random” photos. And this “random” look and feel. In music, video, photo and art. I finally found the word for it. Even what I do, my music. It takes a lot of skill and technical understanding and years of exprience and failure to be able to do it in the way I envision. But the ultimate challenge is to make it sound like it is random (effortless). That is what i am struggling with. I feel I always mess it up with over producing. Kills the magic. Sometimes i get it right. And i know it because it would be almost impossible to recreate these songs that hit the sweet spots.