september 28, 2010. 4:58pm

well i’m getting into one of my creative moods again.
usually this brings lots of new material
but it usually also means that i look at the world,
and don’t like what i see.
so i try to change what i can.
i paint black over the paintings i have created
i throw stuff out that has too much meaning
i light on fire books or stuff i have written which doesn’t live up to my expectations
i push the peddle down and gather speed
i drive towards oncoming traffic and let go of the wheel
close my eyes.
this album nobody land was a strange time for me
either
a) i move forward and the world stands still
or
b) i have slept for 27 years and the world has gone many millenia
went to the doctor today
my throat has been so sore for the past week
that i can barely swallow
or sleep
he shook my hand
i said why would you shake my hand when i’m sick?
turned out to be some trainee
i was not impressed
i am moving into my new apartment
on november 1st
then i don’t know.
but i hope i will.