One Of Those Days

one of those days
nothing seems to be going right
just wanna get drunk and high
help me forget
my troubled mind

one of those days
feels so cold outside
althought its the middle of july
thinking about how disconnected i feel
to everyone i know

one of those days
failed conversations turned into arguments
echoing in my head
lost control
lost opportunities

one of those days
liars questioning me
now my mind feels like
a million places with green arrows
saying go here and i go
but it’s like i’m always nowhere
chasing something that maybe is not even real

this is too much for me
or maybe it’s just me
that is too much for this