NOTES from android phone
Dec 2020 – May 2021
Fuck this world drives me insane sometimes. Always
i need something
to believe in
My demons have now been exposed
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First they came for the Communists
And I did not speak out
Because I was not a Communist
Then they came for the Socialists
And I did not speak out
Because I was not a Socialist
Then they came for the trade unionists
And I did not speak out
Because I was not a trade unionist
Then they came for the Jews
And I did not speak out
Because I was not a Jew
Then they came for me
And there was no one left
To speak out for me
– Martin Niemöller
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I am a bit undecided by this free speech thing. Unlike you i am not convinced that humans are ready to live in a world where anyone can say anything in any place. We need moderation and rules.
I think the social media sites are doing a good job considering how many people there are. You gotta silence people when they break the rules and criminals need to ve punished.
Democrasy works. Humanity is progressing.
So i dont share your right wing worldviews. There is no NWO. I honestly think you have been brainwashed with your sources.
I just dont see it.
The world is too amazing and beautiful. Especially in the west. I love capitalism and progress and i am definitely gonna get the vaccine.
I trust our leaders. Zuck, Musk, Bezos, etc.
I will kill for them.
I love tech!
NOT!!
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Sam Harris mostly leans towards an individualist interpretation of the world (psychology, biology; beliefs, genetics) contrasted with a collectivist interpretation (sociology, history; material conditions).
Something that demonstrates this (and is the background for his dislike of religion, particularily Islam) is this belief “people’s actions are primarily explained by the beliefs they hold”. Not surprisingly, his PhD thesis was about how different beliefs affect the brain:
https://cosmosmagazine.com/society/brain-according-sam-harris/
This “beliefs matter” stance is a common thread in his analysis, which explains why he is so focused on Islam, racial differences in IQ, why he is pro-Israel (hint: they’re not muslims) and generally pro-America in terms of foreign policy (“intentions matter”).
One possible personal explanation for why he has this belief is that his career was built on his reaction to 9/11 with the book “The End of Faith”, when America was attacked by none other than Islamic terrorists.
Individualist analysis is a core feature of Stage Orange. Historically, rationalism and empiricism gave the power to the individual to make up his mind about reality, which broke with the collectivist doctrines of traditional religion and mythical thinking, where dogma was created and passed down not from the thoughts of a single individual but from a long tradition of myths and stories.
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“Dont fuck this up. Stop trying to understand me or think you know anything.”
~ the moment pleading on its knees
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you only want what you cant have
and when you get it
you no longer want it
the human condition
we love people most when they are gone
we hide behind our mountains of armour
dream alone that everyone
could just be open and kind
death and loss and suffering
melts iceberg hearts
into tiny beautiful moments
of liquid christ love
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You are not the voice of the mind. You are the one that hears it.
~ Michael Singer
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Does scientific concensus excede our subjective experience when attaining and validating knowlegde (epistemologically)?
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dark bliss mixtape
chris wonderful
shadow
neondemon
hidemyhealth
coldoutside
innerbloom
drive ost
sun in your eyes
even when it hurts
forever
john maus droves
malinchuk
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Those who know dont talk. Those who talk dont know. Close your mouth, block off your senses, blunt your sharpness, untie your knots, soften your glare, settle your dust. This is the primal identity. Be like the Tao. It cant be approached or withdrawn from, benefited or harmed, honored or brought into disgrace. It gives itself up continually. That is why it endures.
Tao Te Ching
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I find it fascinating how we know the people we know. Or even our favorite bands and artists. Who showed you this? Who introduced you to him or her?
People are bridges. Lovers become cities. If you think back on your life, you were the God who created and destroyed. What kind of God are you now? Love and Hate. Jesus blood. Hitler blood. We all have both and it runs wild wanting oxygen. A tale as old as time.
I can still remember the first time we met. When I first heard those secret chords. The betrayed eyes. And I often don’t get it right away. I am slow. But beauty creeps in and once you get a taste… you can not prevent flowers from growing and blooming. And the fragrance. The feeling. The raw of power of romance. Makes a stone man crumble.
The force of love and light. Comes through concrete. Self-sufficient. There is not a power on this side of the milky way that can stop it. Even if you wipe it all. Nuclear holocaust.
The flowers will Blossom.
We are all messengers showing each other our favorite songs as a symbol of our faith in the divine. As I have known forever, this world is run by the poets. Sometimes even the poets forget that populism is not our game. If you are alive, you are winning.
Poetry of a lonely skeleton tree drowning in the great ocean of mercy
#truepower #kneestremble #poetryasprophecy #thescientist #lastofthecountrygentlemen #astralweeks #aquarias
See what everyone else is doing.
Do the oppsoite.
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Not knowing what I am doing
Not doing what I know
Finding the edges of abstraction
where the lines get blurry
morality
music
spirit
Let the engineers build bridges
Let the artists dance and decorate and reframe and lounge around the palace
drink your wine
pleasure your women
inspire the troops
make you feel alive
remind you of something
the hurt
the healing
how you once moved
mountains crumble
how you wept
and either they served you
or they took too long
in that time
all your trust issues were born
runs deep
shovels
dynamite
drugs
wolves
nothing can soothe that wound
like her lips once did
not so long ago in madman time
it was tragic magic
some kind of love voodoo sorcery
the opposite
of clickbait.
could feel the pain kicking in
just as those
snake tongues separated
forever
do you remember when it began?
will you notice when it ends?
those moments
great masters
invisible
screaming
no one hears
humanity blindfolded
shrapnel
lonely soldier abandoned
in enemy territory
crying for love
all i can do now is pray for mercy
the gods
Mielialat nousee ja laskee. Se tietoisuus niiden takana on aina vakaa. Siellä on rauha ja loputon valo.
To the Gods
For the Gods
From the Gods
Thank you…
Welcome to the internet slot machine
forgive them, for they know not what they do.
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My approach to creating art:
NO RULES!
NO STYLES!
NO GENRES!
Express
Explore
Experiment
Experience
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my ego is an atheist time machine
wants to save the world
needs this fight because
it is addicted to war
sees itself in mirrors but
avoids the inevitable
my ego is a vegan activist
wants to save the animals
sings for the voiceless
loves the loveless
sees smoke and finds fires
curses the gods
my ego is a depressed lunatic
disappointed with everything and everyone
feels this fear and forgets
that fear is the fear of fear
sees the sky of awareness
behind closed eyes
but when i lie down in the dark
i am swallowed into
vicevoids
a land without a path
i see colors and shapes
i become that which all else
rests upon
this wild naked cosmic force of life and love
evolves through eons
always there
yet impenetrable
then i come back
to the moral imperative
take another ride on my time machine
get lost in the storm
wonder why
get through the day
survive
curse the gods
i dont even believe in
save the world
save ourselves
like a madman in a mirrorhouse
the struggle juggle
trickster, joker,
viking wizard of the north
neon god of war
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Helping you
Helps me
You can help
By letting me
Help you
Help the world
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I often hear people saying meditation does not work for them because they are too restless. That is like saying you cannot do exercise because you’re too fat. Thats the whole point!
We all use our minds. And as far as we know‚ perhaps the only thing we truly know, is that there is consciousness because we are conscious right now in this very moment. You are having an experience.
All war starts here.
And it can end.
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(Discourses by Meher Baba)
This book found me. Not sure what happens next. At some point I will open it and read it. My favorite author Bukowski hated him. His girlfriend had his poster and had been at his retreat in India. Bukowski drank and had his own guru in the form of a powerful muse.
This man (Meher Baba) claimed to be God. He also didn’t speak for 30 years or something and before that he did and some of it was captured like the discourses in this book. I sometimes feel like i am god too when i am in a certain creative mode (almost always these days). I think God is the force of life and light and love which all phenomena embody. And it is a hell of a drug!
The judeo/christian/muslim version implies it is something outside or separare from ourselves. This is a mistake. And not true. How do i know?
I am not a religious man. I don’t get faith. Why believe something you don’t know. I don’t get it. Hope is different… I hope for many things in life. Hope is good. Faith is just pretending to know something you dont. Hope is being okay with uncertainty.
Language matters. As a poet, I get to bend words and twist them. Licence to thrill.
Anyways, I am eating some dark grapes with iceberg lettuce. Listening to Odesja. Gonna hit the gym because it is like meditation. Essential for human development.
Then practise guitar. New album is done but cant afford mastering until next month. Hope you are doing well. Hope. Not faith.
Maybe at some point I will discard all spirituality and just go all in on science. Or reject both and also never speak again.
Only sing and play my acoustic synths
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its like people are living
double lives
afraid to become unified
you want things
and for a moment
allow yourself to dream
but then you get scared
go back into your rage cage
where its safe and warm
i am here to convince you
to abandon it all
enter a new paradigm
the world needs you
happy and free
brothers and sisters,
it is time to prosper!
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i have a creative outlet and its called VICEVOIDS. its where i get to play god. it is more than just music. i am an integrator. i am the next phase in human evolution where artist meets athlete meets scientist meets whoever i choose to be. this goes beyond my everyday life as an adult male citizen who eats and sleeps and wants things.
join my Mailing List to get all the songs and stories and give you a lightning bolt jolt of creativity and wild passion and endless inspiration when you feel like giving up or that you are stuck or bored or dying from whatever syndrome. Let me Help You. Let me feed and nourish your starving soul (woowoo alert!)
if not, fuck off and stay out of our way. Me and my fans. I am THEIR biggest fan. Politicians and Priests and Conmen… we are coming for you! Yes, we as in the gods who create worlds we live in. Innovation.
i want everyone to become better than i am because… who knows whats possible? who will love the loveless? i see superheroes in your despair. gimme a spark and i will light your heart on fire baby.
Again, just a regular dude with a… um… god complex also known as Making Mistakes and calling it art. I dont follow religions or worship celebs. I am my religion and my friends are my celebs. Fame is for losers.
see ya soon lovers of time
i am not sorry.
i am your final hope
ONLY BEAUTY…
can save us now.
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I try to focus on what i can control. Love whatever arises. And not feed the fear. Everything is happening absolutely perfectly considering billions of years of evolution. We can create a new world and we will. No it wont be like before 2020, everything will be much much better. People just need to wake up and grow up. It happens and starts right now here in this moment. That becomes the change. How we live. How we think. Where we direct our attention and focus. We are all apart of the same ecology. We are all on the same side. Freedom is possible. Beauty is real.
Is your world a prison or a playground?
You get to decide. No matter what.
THAT is the true power.
the more you have
the more you have to give
Power of Money
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There is no need to call it spiritual experience. All experience is spiritual. All spirit is the very essence of experience.
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Instead of focusing on what you can teach and all that, try to identify the result you can help people achieve with your help. Focus on that. Get clear on it. Specific. People dont care about you (when they pay for things), they just want to solve their problems and meet their needs hassle free if possible. They wake up. Life is full of problems and stress. They want more money, more love, more beauty (those are the big three). Help them get a result they desire and surprise, surprise, you win too.
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You wake up to
the 9-5 war
but there is love in the air
as you fight on
the battlefields
You wake up to
the 9-5 war
but there is love in the air
as you fight on
the battlefields
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This is not my true identity
i am not who you think i am
Markus is just a character
in a story
a narrative structure
He is not real.
And neither are you
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We are the generals.
The cryptos are our soldiers/troops
At war with each other.
Fiat is the weapons. Trading is like war.
We are the generals.
The cryptos are our soldiers/troops
At war with each other.
Fiat is the weapons.
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