Here are a few things some friends have told me lately
“crazy”
“asshole”
“on drugs”
Here are a few direct quotes from emails:
“Yo bro, I’ve been thinking few days what to answer you. I’m sorry, but I think you are just too fuckin crazy. I don’t need your kind of lunatic people in my life, I wanna live peacefully and stay happy surrounded by people whom I can trust and to rely on. So, you can fuck off with your crazy theories, I’m done with you.” (this guy is a junkie and in/out of mental hospitals, I gave him some “tough love” about eating fruit, prospering, etc and how his “mentally ill” self is a choice 100%… well he didn’t like that)
Another classic from another friend who I have even supported financially:
“Look at you begging. How pathetic. You really think you’re a teacher when you cannot even control yourself? Poor little simp. Also, you keep telling me the same things, over and over again. No friends, no money. These are your fears, not mine. Get your facts straight, you crazy fuckhead. And stop replying like a bitch. Be a man. Be whatever you wanna be. Just be somewhere else.” (this guy tells me he has no friends or money and how women hate him… I have none of those problems so not sure what he is talking about. The usual “you project what you see” which I told him so he blocked me, lol)
Another friend said in a group chat that he has a very hard time believing I am not on anything. Okay, I admit I get a little crazy at times… but that’s just my passion (also 40+ days of nofap combined with vegan diet without oils, high in raw foods)
Some facts:
I dont drink or do drugs or take meds (high on life)
I dont eat animal products (vegan)
I dont belong to any country (world citizen)
I dont work for a boss (entrepreneur)
I dont need anything (I AM)
I wake up at 5am every day (miracle morning)
I love everyone, everything, everywhere (agape)
I dont take authority as the truth but truth as the authority (truthority)
I don’t believe in monogamy (open-heart)
I invest in cryptos (cardano, vesper, sia, ripple)
I am on day 40 of nofap (sexual mastery + semen rention)
I am my own athlete.
I am my own guru.
I am my own celebrity.
I am my own politician.
I am my own artist.
I am my own hero.
I am God and so are you because God is the force of ALL.
These friends are: alcoholics, junkies, corpse chomping carnists, miserable, broke, depressed, nationalistic, slaves, needy, lonely, hungover, angry, hateful, bitters, ashamed, addicted to porn, in debt, unhappy, suicidal, lost, hurt, rely on politicians, worship celebrities and sports, closed, tense, old, fixed mindset, wage slaves, dishonest, psychotic, borderline, bipolar, skitsophrenic, adhd, heartbroke, sad, etc.
I used to be like that too which is probably what attracted me to them and vice versa. Like that Garth Brooks song “I got friends in Low Places”….
Now what they won’t tell you is I am here to help them and empower them. ALWAYS. All I ask is an open mind and heart to really hear what I am trying to tell them. The door is forever open. I forgive everyone. Zero grudges or regret or guilt. I am willing to discuss and debate and confront and admit if I am wrong. ALWAYS.
So who is the crazy one?
If it is me, that’s fine. I love it. I take it as a compliment. Heard it my whole life.
One of the wisest thing anyone has ever told me.
“You see what you project. I can’t help people who are wallowing in confusion. You’re responsible for your own clarity, no one else. When you’re ready to be done with this phase, you’ll emerge from it. It’s a very common phase that people go through now and then. There’s no need to resist it.” -Steve Pavlina
So many things here. They all deserve their own post and book and course. Luckily I have this blog now so I don’t have to keep the crazy for my own pleasure! If crazy is what it takes to liberate ourselves and transform our lives, then crazy it is. Crazy good. Crazy happy. Crazy wealthy. Crazy joy. Crazy wonder. Crazy wisdom.