Late Night Walk

tell myself it’s not what it seems
she breaks my heart everytime she breathes
consume myself wondering
who can i be
every night when I close my eyes
I see them laugh and I hear them cry
like beggar on the street
who wants to grow into a child again
everybody knows the difference
between right and wrong
but nobody seems to know the difference
between a fight for freedom
and a fight gone wrong
I wanna see the world inside
most people think that i’m just running away
the truth is that i’m just wondering
wondering where can i be
I wanna see the world outside
but I don’t know how although I try
I need the rain to comfort me
the smell of life is pulling me
everywhere I go I listen
but sometimes it’s hard to hear
most people walk but they are missing
what really matters
I go outside for a late night walk
I don’t look the door cause I won’t be long
I’ve had a few but not enough
I’ve never been to war
I’ve never talked to god
or who knows?
maybe I have