My dream is to travel around playing music, eating fruit and sharing the love with whoever I meet. Deep talks about whatever comes up. I am always writing things on paper and then messing around on the guitar, looking for cool ideas to turn into songs, hunting for beautiful sounds. Then when I feel the right vibes I take my scraps of paper and start singing the poetry and merging lyrical patterns with the guitar (or piano). Just following the inner signs and now and then it all kind of takes on a life of its own and the songs just arise. I will record basic ideas on my phone and later listen to these recordings when I walk around outside.
I started meditating 15 years ago and got into alternative ways of living through various methods. This was 2008 and I was living in Ireland at the time. Until then i was chasing this rock star dream of becoming famous through music but duing that time, I just lost interest in all that and saw the vanity of it. I knew it would never take me where i really wanted to go. In fact, in many ways I was already there. The next years were tricky because I noticed almost none of my friends or relatives had any interest in these new ways. They opposed me and probably thought I had gone off the deep end. And when those inner doors open, it can also attract dark energies of people going through similar transformations. Lets just say that I befriended some interesting people, friends, lovers and it’s been quite a ride since.
Through this process of attaining higher knowledge and awareness, I began questioning everything, all our systems and the very infrastructures this modern society is built upon. Money, food, energy, community, education, science, religion, movement, sex, drugs, art, mind, body. ALL OF IT. I wanted to understand how it works on a very deep spiritual level. I wanted to know the intentions behind it all. I explored various pespectives. I connected things which is something I was always good at whether in philosophy, music or chess. I could see patterns where others saw only noise and random chaos. I could see far ahead in the game but also somehow remembered things in my body that perhaps have been reincarnating for millenia. Some deep ancestral wisdom burning through while riding the possibilities of recycling futures. Maybe we have all been here before.
It was a rough ride because this world runs on money if you want to live in society. Money is the medium people use to exchange goods and services. Is money evil? It seems that money eventually corrupts and corrodes everything it touches. Not at first. It seduces you slowly like a beautiful poisonous flower. We don’t want money. We want what money can get us. But it takes us away from something far more valuable. Something that money cannot buy. I know I know, we are now living in a time where we need money to get by or so we think. I am full of conflict when it comes to all this and have went through many shift regarding money towards both extremes regarding being for or against it. Now kind of in the middle somewhere. Not really sure. People seem to get really upset when discussing money. Sometimes I think and say things as an experiment just to see what happens, even if it means I will end up disagreeing with myself (often by the time I have said it). This is all just mind maya babylon anyways. There is a world beyond thought and that is where the music begins.
I am in a strange situation right now. Been living as a recluse for the last 5 years in south eastern finland where I am originally from. Just working on my craft, my skills, my songs, my mind, my body, my emotions. Evolving consciously. A few public appearances here and there but then come back to my quiet life here. No people. No human interaction except when I got to shop to buy food or gym where it’s just short small talk. Sometimes I run into someone I know but that doesn’t happen too often. There are some I still keep contact with but most of the people I ever knew just kind of drifed off and we have gone our separate ways. I fought that for many years but then just decided I need to let go of these old ways and past lives and that is perfecly fine. A person is a collection of energy patterns and there may come a time where you are no longer resonating with their vibrations.
What next?
I would like to travel around in a van through all the continents. Not plan ahead too much. Somewhere I can sleep, have a few guitars, maybe a cooler for food. Some books and old tv to watch spiritual lectures and old films. And then just travel from place to place, giving performances, making vids with my camcorder, interviewing people and perhaps some speaking engagements just to spread the vicevoids gospel of truth and holy light. I could sell some books, shirts, juices, albums, consultations and stuff from the van. When I say sell, I am still figuring out how to do this all in a way that is in alignment with my core beliefs about money, trade, value and all that. Lots of possibilities. Open to new ways. I will figure it out as I go.
There is a great woman out there I have not met yet. We will have many children and together explore the world. I have been singing about her. I will find you.
I think I will spend another 6 months here to prepare, get rid of my stuff and tie some loose ends. I am also recording 3 new albums (a trilogy) which I hope to have finished by then. Winter is always a wonderful time to just rest and work on ourselves. Also started psychotherapy. Yeehaa. Good times.
Gonna slowly get back into the social media, connect with people through my writings and songs. I also will turn these into newsletters, videos and other forms of content so I can share my message to the different platforms. Different strokes for different focus. Have fun with it. Not take it too seriously. My main focus right now is on health, music, truth and love. Nothings really changed in that regard. Life long quest towards mastery, success, enlightenment and giving birth to a new age of rocknroll fruitarian community. Everything seems to always lead back to those. They are my pillars and anchors without which I am completely fucking lost. I feel younger and wiser and more free than ever. And more excited and full of fire than ever before. Open relationship with existence. Earth citizens unite! RISE TO POWER!!!! Eat fruit and prosper.
That’s all for now.
Talk to you soon.
Love,
vv