I initially created this website to deal with my own madness. I had reached a crossroads. Change or die. There was no longer a third option left which I had apparently extinguished for good. I was no longer stuck in between, in purgatory, like a deer frozen in headlights. But if I have learned anything, I knew that fear is clever and that it would be back. I needed to create a way for fear to not destroy my life again when and if it came back.
I just couldn’t live like that anymore.
I had no energy or will left to lead the double life existence (the real me vs the person I presented to everyone because I was afraid of being the real me with others). I was done with that. If I wanna play James Bond again, I’ll let you know. And I didn’t want to die because we’re all gonna die anyways one day, so mineaswell stay here as long as we can right? I just wanted to lay down the guns and surrender to whatever happened next.
And this is what happened next. So here we are.
I also knew I wanted to help other artists, outcasts, misfits and outliers find their place in the world by: –> understanding the importance and beauty of the struggle –> how to use that as a source of inspiration –> to keep going no matter what –> to know that you are not alone.
So if what I am saying here resonates with you, I invite you stick around. I’m really glad you are here. This connection will help us. We needed to learn the hard way.