(DADGCE)
I APPEAR AND I DISAPPEAR
As a SAINT, AS A FAKE
CANt seem to find any space
WHERE I CAN ENTER the gates
gates of heaven and then i FEEL HATE
Towards the Servants of Love
dancing in the woods
like psychotic Leprechauns
All these fucking lies
are breaking my heart
and it hurts so much
Knowing that nobody gives a fuck
All the people who used to believe in me
Who saw stars in my eyes and dollar signs
Now see me as some kind of fallen king that never was
because he was too Lost in his own Private Hells
so i no longer appear
The saint is just a fake memory
out in the desert where the wild winds howl
i wanna go look for him
and Find the Gate
Take that final Leap into the unknown
Because i wanna know if heaven is real
or just another scam