Category Poetry

Started writing lyrics and poetry when I was 15 because it was the only place I felt free to say whatever I wanted. Been doing it since then. No rules. Only words on a sea of white like blood on snow. This is me at my most real, raw, and unfiltered. Like a wounded animal crawling back to his wonderland cave. My poetry is a trace of blood for others to follow. Nowhere to hide except here and now.

inner fire

sometimes i think i am in a spaceship with my muddy waters records floating there in nothingness abandoned by life itself radio gone communications lost jerk off to memories of sunsets i am the only one who escaped still have…

drown

this life is the cult of love because we all dance naked in the moonlight we all pray to nothing we build altars and eat babies waiting for the day, someday, anyday when the cuckoldery will stop weak fat men…

helper’s high

the helper’s high is worth the risk if you can manage it you just gotta trust me on this clearly it’s time to try something new like the great viking god once sang a new way to play the same…

The Challenge of Thor

by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow I am the God Thor, I am the War God, I am the Thunderer! Here in my Northland, My fastness and fortress, Reign I forever! Here amid icebergs Rule I the nations; This is my hammer,…

DEEP REST

chaos is a beautiful thing as long as you dont get too close hide myself in poetry and song communicate in tongues and codes like all the lost dreamers before me have to play instruments every day otherwise i go…

we have a winner

was living in solitude for some time no people, just me and my thoughts went insane. very difficult to do that i started to turn on myself knew that i am in trouble started bargaining with the devil time to…

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hyvin menee olo on parempi kuin koskaan! saldo loppui ja päätin etten enää lataa sitä en tarvii puhelinta tai nettiä tällä hetkellä enkä oikein tykkää siitä ideasta, että on 24/7 tavoitettavissa ihmiset soittelee enkä ikinä tiedä mitä pitää sanoo mitä…

misery porn

i am like the sun warm the shivering from afar brighten those lost in the dark breathe life into nothingness but get too close and you will see the chaos in my eyes right before i burn you alive i…

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joo hyvin menee, kiva kun voin vihdoinkin olla rauhassa eikä kukaan häiritse ei oo saldoa enkä aio enää ladata tarkistan s.postin kerran viikossa voin paremmin ilman puhelinta ja nettiä en tykkää siitä että ihmiset voi tavoitella koko ajan 99.9% ajasta…

inventor

I live in a shitty apartment in shit ville. I often wonder why I even bother to exist. But something keeps me going. I don’t know what that something is. I guess I am searching for that something. That something…