about you

I might just be the worst human being who’s ever lived. Hitler and Stalin are nothing compared to what goes on in my head and the wars that have been fought in my mind between me and my many selves since time immemorial. Yet I made it. I’m alive. I survived. Aaaaa. Feels good to be free. And for that reason I believe I am uniquely qualified to help others too, to break free from the warlords within.
But enough about me. Lets talk about you for a second.
What’s going on inside that head of yours?
I want to get in there.
Obviously you are here because you need help with something. You clicked this far so lets get right down to it. I know you. You are like me. This goes past blood or gender or ideology or family or net worth or nationality or social status and all that crap. There is something that goes beyond all that. Those things are just tits on your back.
Maybe you feel lost and stuck and hopeless and estranged from everyone and everything. Yet you want to believe there’s something better than this right? Hope is still alive burning in your heart, even if it’s fading. Maybe you told yourself that this is the last time you will search for some god damned answers before you give up forever and just die miserable and wonder if anyone will even show up at the funeral.
My suspicions have now been confirmed: I’m the only one who can help you. I’m serious, nobody in this world can do what I do, to connect with someone like I can. Nobody. I know this because right now we are the same and I am ultimately talking to myself. Heaven and hell have disappeared and we are all just floating in the galaxy somewhere.
And that my friend, is why you are here (even if you still think you are just here because you are curious or maybe you think you hate me or some other clever new regurgitation of an evil destructive self in my head… I will take all you fuckers out, I swear!)
I know that sounds crazy but I need you to take my hand now and LISTEN to what I am saying (you see, now I am in your head). Lets lock eyes and get real.
There’s another way.
I need you to keep that hope alive. Can you do that for me? Lets work with that. That is the door where I will squeeze through like a little mouse getting into the pantry. And if you keep that door open, I will open so many other doors for you that it will blow your fucking mind.
All this madness and suffering will be worth it. In fact, you will be gratetul for it all. And not only that, the struggle will become a defining characteristic of your path. I know that sounds crazy. But bare with me. I will explain it to you, I promise.
So let’s get started. Put your life on hold. Lets sort this shit out once and for all. You and me.
You are here for a reason. Whatever you tried and did before led you here. You could even say that it took 13.8 billion years (and counting) for this moment to arrive.
Welcome to your new life.
And while we’re at it, meet your new companions:
Truth and Light
(confession time: I’m just a messenger).
See you on the other side.
In friendship,
Markus