Welcome to my fantasy.

I was born in finland in 1983.
I grew up in canada but returned to my home country in 1997.
After high school, I took a ten year sabbatical mostly spent travelling and making mistakes.
I am currently in university studying philosophy and literature.
My passion is playing and making music.
I like boxing, drinking wine, and collecting classical music on vinyl.
I also enjoy reading heavy novels, and watching movies by the great film directors.
Sometimes I am an anarchistic nihilist misanthrope.
Sometimes I am a soft, sensitive romantic at heart.
Sometimes I like it rough and hard.
Sometimes I’m an idealistic dreamer who believes in love and freedom.
I guess I’m a little crazy but in a good sort of way.
I am none of the above.
I smoke cigarettes and drink black coffee.
My favorite foods are sandwiches, fruits and blueberry pancakes.
I hate cooking.
I think life is meaningless yet also know that meaning is meaningless.
Life is also hilariously absurd. And fun.
Sometimes life is so unbearable that I can barely hold on.
When things get too good, I miss the misery.
I am a master of self-sabotage.
I am not comfortable in large groups.
I like to be alone most of the time but not always (especially when drinking heavily).
I have unrealistic goals and often delude myself with naive ideals.
My greatest strength is my vulnerability.
My greatest weakness is my humanity.
I use a mac. I don’t use facebook.
I am a big fan of formula 1 racing although I have no idea why.
I don’t see the point of monogomy in today’s world, at least for someone like me.
My heroes are George Carlin, Charles Bukowski, and Woody Allen.
My favorite composers are Tchaikovsky, Mahler and Strauss.
What makes me happy is being able to do what I want to do, how I want and when I want.
My dream is to have a lot of money and buy things I don’t need.
My favorite quote is: life is a comedy to those who think and a tragedy to those that feel.
That about sums up my worldview.
I don’t know anything and never should be taken too seriously in spoken or written form.
I prefer to let my music do the talking.
Everything else is just fun and games.