CHUGALUG

i have various people
living inside me
battling for supremacy
sometimes they work together
other times they are at war
i am my own God
i am the father and the mother
i am the son and the daughter
i am the cousin and the con man
i am the master and the apprentice
identities clash
ideologies burn
keep making the same mistakes
when will i ever learn?
the mind is so powerful
creates everything you see
it all began as a primordial seed
an idea in your head
a feeling in your heart
kind of like the standoff in physics
between a steady state universe
and the big bang
could it be the reality is both
infinite and nothing much at all?
if you want to know
you must go deep into the fear
open up the doors and walls
within and without
there will be storms
there will be blood
if you are anything like me
you will give up
then get back up
take a big
chugalug