Coffee & Music 

Started drinking coffee again this month after quitting last summer. Every morning I sit on my sofa and listen to an album from my cd collection. I go to the Divari downtown to trade the ones i dont like. I often buy a bunch of music I dont know and sometimes find jewels. Have been obsessed with song hunting since I can remember and spreading/sharing great art, not just my own. Art saves lives. 

Sometimes i just sit here and listen to the silence and stare outside at the trees blowing in the wind. Aware of myself. I am an animal with a fancy habitat. Just let the world wash over me. Wars and pandemics come and go. Sometimes lyrics and songs emerge from this yawning emptiness. 

When I grow up I want to collect vinyls. And get back to vhs. Dvd is still cool too but i dont have a player or television right now and sold my movie collection back in the day cause i was broke. What is the resolution of your windows? 

Not at all into streaming or bluray or blutooth or these stupid high res flatscreens, Fuck that. They are so ugly. Minimalism and gadget culture is soul less. Cheap crap from China destroying our culture and stealing our jobs. For what? 

This Aha album is awesome. Got it for a few euros. I am drinking nestle instant coffee, need to level up my coffee game soon. Tried the tea thing but i would rather drink toilet water, tea sucks. Its a scam. 

Speakers are @penaudio (best speakers in the Multiverse, made by a sound wizard from closeby who i’ve known forever, his newest ones are like €80k lol). 

Amplifier + cd player old yamahas i bought in the 90s, not ideal but they are still working. Speaker cables are pretty decent. 

Maybe i’ll start rolling cigarettes too. Sit on the balcony for a morning smoke. And sip some cognac in the evenings. I dont know. Just kind of got burnt out again with all the health, spirituality, self help kumbaya new age bullshit. Ego death hurts. 

I have zero friends where I live. Not sure why i am telling you all this. My thoughts are my social life i guess. Writing is my hobby. My songs are my kids and they love to play. If i had something else i would miss this. 

Bye.

05/13/2022

in drugs, addiction, music collector