Anxiety back. Stronger than ever. Coming to estonia was a complete disaster for my psyche it seems. All regulatory functions/rhythms gone haywire (food, sleep, breathing, exercise). Need to get back home to finland asap before this imaginary pack of lions outside my door gets me for good. Cargo ferry leaves 6:30am. Dont miss that boat markus. Whatever it takes. You are in extreme danger. Calm down fear. You are not real. Why are you doing this to me? Because i am you. Dont want to be a musician anymore (carnival song)… Go home you fool and stop this madness. And stop risking it all. For what? Nothing needs to be figured out right now. Be cool with the i dont know. Sorry/thanks to my friends who did their best to help and support. Love ya. This is very unbecoming of a future shadowking. Will be back sooner than the moon kisses the sun. Find my place in the matrix. Stronger and wealthier. Ready to rock. Ready to roll. Ride into the sun from where the cold wind blows. Feel free to share your thoughts. This is a safe space and an invitation to be okay.
MN
aka @vicevoids
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