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I am seriously wondering if this “health” thing is the biggest scam in the history of the world. We are all gonna die.
The body knows how to detox. We are living in the city which is basically a wasteland. The air is unclean. All city rivers are filthy.
Humans are such a disgusting species. I am ashamed to be apart of it.
I truly hope we go extinct.
Earth and all its inhabitants would breathe a sigh of relief and probably celebrate. “Those perverted psychos are finally gone, we can live again”…
the problem is THE DEMON HUMANS and no it is not just jews Toni, it is all of the humans who live in a shopping mall cotton candy dream world and pretend their organic bananas from costa rica are gonna save the world. and their stupid detox kits.
Jesus was right, we should stop having kids. Maybe he was right about everything else too.
That said, we are still alive. And i am determined to at least make it known that I am on the side of earth.
FUCK HUMANITY!!
12/04
ok not getting the morse products, too expensive. His detox kit for first 12 weeks is almost 2 grand. Whoa. He’s making some serious money. What do y’all think about zen cleanse? Or arise and shine? Few others out there. Are they all bullshit?
Or just stick to the living foods?
vegetable police said he benefitted from zencleanse 1 day detox thingy. I don’t know why he doesn’t just call Eli. Bro, when is your health kit on the market ?? lol
sign me up
One of the biggest challenges on initial stages of this path: high motivation when OFF the path (to start and finally crack the code) and losing motivation when ON it (doubts, depression, despair). This is the wall i always hit. And then back to square one or worse.
Turn 40 in ten days and still eating shit to enjoy it all one last time before i sail off into the sunset (that’s what she said). Pizza, burgers, beer, hot dogs, cocacola, etc. I basicaly eat like an 8 year old boy (and argue like a little girl according to our friend Toni lol). Just gonna eat out (restaurants) remaining days mostly to not have to buy anything for home and commit to finishing and more excuses.
Bought a high-speed blender online that is even more powerful than vitamix or blendtec. Waiting now for that badboy to arrive. I might blend everything i own in it. Even my black perverted soul.
Also ordering these from Morse to kill demons:
Parasites M Tonic https://herbsfordetox.com/dr-robert…/parasites-m-tonic/
Parasites G Tonic https://herbsfordetox.com/dr-robert…/parasites-g-tonic/
Now i just need a gin & tonic and i’m set lol
Oh and i got an enema kit from amazon. Boom
Still got a bunch of food left in the kitchen that i am not gonna buy anymore after eating what’s left: butter, eggs, kidney beans, oats, jasmine rice, wheat flour, oat flour, salt, sugar, pepper, baking soda, macaroni, noodles, mustard, ketchup
what about?
chia seeds, grounded flax seeds, grounded hemp seeds, pumpkin seeds, sesame seeds, sunflower seeds, almonds, cashews, mixed nuts in shells (got all these too not sure if they are legit health… dont really like them.
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Anything else i need?
I think the worst is grains. Animal products (non-factory) + veg is superior to vegan grain diet. Veganism is dumb and i think counter-productive to its cause. Nobody likes being told what to eat and do. Humans are generally confused morally. You tell them how to live their lives and they will do the opposite. Veganism failed. Time to drop it. Go beyond. First priority is health. Everything else comes after.
Humans are social creatures, not moral.
i wanna be an alien.
sincerely,
MRN
10/4
Different Stages of the Dietary System
“The idea is to start at the level one desires, or the body tolerates, whereby not overwhelming oneself. Then proceed step by step adjusting to the next stage of the course one feels comfortable with. It is important to see the top as well as to understand the logic behind the way the different levels are set up thus not fall for limitation nor end up creating disharmony down the road. It is also helpful to understand that it’s not wise to jump from the bottom to the highest to ultimately just fall back to the bottom again. It is only suggested to take a greater jump when a need for that arises due to present concerns that need to be addressed. How to support such an event will be discussed later on. Ideally one climbs up the ladder in the course of multiple months and years starting one level higher than one currently is at.”
(source: page 133, Lymph Buster book… DM i can share it)
Anyone else at rock bottom? lol. Good times here but i wanna see the view from way up there, is it beautiful Eli and co? Got room for one more? Can you see Finland? i am waving, hahaaa… i’m sure the climb was fun too. Tried it a few times but had too much stuff and had to go back and sort out few things back down at the village. Now free. On my way!
Don’t give up.
Smile with your whole body.
You are loved.
F L O W E R P O W E R

28/3
Eli asked me via DM what my biggest concern/worry is right now regarding diet, health and all this. Thought i’d answer here.
I used to be hardcore idealistic vegan who wanted to create fruitarian utopia on earth like Huxley’s island novel. I just never could make the diet work. Tried everything. Kept coming back to it because i liked animals and hate modern society. It was a convenient way to rebel. Some made it work but i was not seeing happiness or freedom. Vegans seemed just as miserable, sick and lost as everyone. Slowly the dream began to die. I don’t know about animal rights. Or human rights. Seems George Carlin was right, nobody has any rights. This is just human fantasies and power games we make up to ease our suffering and control others. Nobody gets out of here alive.
But always felt ashamed and guilty when i fail. not sure how others manage that. And even watching something like earthlings many times throughout the years, knowing i’m worse than hitler. And better than jesus. both fascist cunts.
Depression been hitting me hard lately. I kind of enjoy it. I hate being happy and in this weird kumbaya toxic positive mode. I prefer down and out. I feel more creative and alive. Comedy, drama, poetry, dance, rocknroll. When i get too healthy and happy my creativity dies. This is why there are 0% great artists in history who were happy. Even jesus was a miserable pervert and probably gay. and spiritual enlightenment is basically becoming a psychopath, same thing.
We are so far from this fruitarian utopia that i just kind of lost hope. There is still beauty. The flowers bloom every summer. Snow falls. Moments of joy and inner power. Not sure what any of it means. We get addicted to the highs and turn them into religions or businesses. The money corrupts us all because we always want more. and need it to survive. Desire is the devil’s playground.
Biggest concern?
That this is it.
There is no escape.
I have some money. I can get a juicer, blender and all that shit. Or buy a new guitar? The former feels like products i dont need. The later feels like a weapon of mass creation.
Turn 40 next month. Have hundreds of songs to record, that drive me and keep me going. Without them i dont know what i would do. Just gotta stay alive and get them created to share with others and keep the drifter poet romantic dreamer lineage going. We are a dying breed.
Maybe all food is junk. I really don’t know anymore. Found this guy Glenn Livingston who focuses on emotional eating. His book is called Never Binge Again. I read it once years ago but never applied it because it wasnt vegan and that made me blind. Read all the health books. Mostly vegan. Never been into the keto/paleo, they are the worst scum of earth, marketing their supplements and on steroids. But maybe keto might work also for me. I dont know about that either. try everything except your grandma right?
Confused. but why pretend i’m not? charisma and confidence is the ultimate form of pretense. The best get awarded (oscars, grammies, nobel peace prizes etc) for it and live lives of prosperity then influence you into believing they care about earth. FUCK THEM.
I prefer to learn through books.
The only health channel i watch on youtube is vegetable police. He is the only honest one. And maybe Eli but i dont think you have enough sympathy for people who are not as happy as you. Your approach works for you yes, and that is great. You were probably born happy and i feel happy when you do your thing too. You should be president of earth. i would vote for you.
Maybe need to just quit one thing at a time. For a month. And then adjust or go back. I dont know about that either. Tried everything. No results. Last 15 years. Cold turkey or gradual. Always end up going back to the booze, coffee, fat, sugar, salt. They got me good. they are immediate. i think i am trying to avoid confronting the inner wounds and traumas. food is my heroin. and i dont know how to win this war. or if i am the savior or destroyer of the universe/multiverse. shiva? shakti?
Feel like a crackwhore stuck in the crackden.
Want to get out
this is my cry for help
god damn it.
here i am again,
in love with the madness
sorry and thanks
light dying
not giving up
love you all
not sure what that means or if i even mean it
was programmed to say it
24/3
sorry for all the negative bullshit i’ve been posting here. still figuring this all out. Challenging the common views to learn and test. if something is TRUE, our opinions and chatter dont matter. world is a confusing place right now. dont trust anyone. i only trust truth and even that might be a scam. TRUST THE GODS! wanna go beyond veganism, fruitarian, etc. it seems to me nobody has really figured this out and “species specific diet” just doesnt apply to humans.
23/3
WE ARE ALL SLAVES IN LOVE WITH OUR MASTERS
PRISONERS ON THE PLAYGROUND
DREAMING OF LIBERATION
21/3
Going through some kind of political awakening. Gonna shoot from the hip here. Watched the hbo documentary “this place rules”. Wow. Hilarious. Disturbing. What a crazy world we live in. People will do ANYTHING to find meaning and a sense of belonging. Proverb time: “The child who is not embraced by the village will burn it down to feel its warmth”. Humans being humans. I have never understood the right wing left wing thing in politics nor any herd for that matter (remember, a broken winged bird needs both wings to fly). Even in music or the arts. Why restrict yourself like that? I think it all comes from that desperate need to find a group to belong to, to avoid facing our own insecurities and natural state of abundance. Watch out! Separation from God? God is not something to believe in, it’s something to become and BE. Become a creator and BE an artist if you want to feel safe and in love with this madness. What a ride. This goes for veganism too or any ideology. I have dropped them all (or so i tell myself because we all believe in something). These ideologies HIDE the real issues and make people dumb, docile and ripe picking for fascist leaders. And the more i am liberated from this herd mentality group think, the more i understand the need for governance to monitor humans and how the so-called “elite” are just a little bit more grown up than the rest of us. All these utopian idealistic versions of living on this planet like anarchism, veganism and other new age nonsense is really just a bunch of children running around like headless chickens who cannot grasp the devastating complexity of how our global society functions on a systemic level. The more i learn about how government works, the more i appreciate it and understand how necessary it is. If the hippies or artists (like me) ran this place, things would crash real fast. And it’s funny all the people who rebel against the establishment (i get it, i’ve been there) or subscribe to woowoo conspiracy theories are still completely reliant on the fruits of all this bureaucracy and technology. You are still using the phones, the internet, the amazon free shipping, the torrents, the printing press, the food systems, the social media. You are all a bunch of liars if you think you are not just as much enslaved to this system as anyone. To be human is to lie and cheat your way to stay sane and survive but this can be done with laughter and joy like any great comedian or bluesman. A salt flush aint gonna solve your problems! Stop kidding yourself. All the conservatives are more woke than they will ever admit. All the leftists are more conservative than THEY will ever admit. All you need to do is look at how you run your own household and your own life. That is your REAL view of how the world works and your so-called utopia. Like I said, we are all lying and i don’t think anybody knows anything. This is all just a dance. Keep dreaming. I still do. I have ideas and solutions but they are probably not realistic. Humans being humans. Wherever you go. Work. Play. Sex. Purpose. Art. Food. Movement. There is no escape. The real question is how you live your day to day life. The world is a prison or a playground. Your choice. It’s both. Heaven and hell. ALWAYS. Nobody is coming to save you. The sun is violent but kind. Life feeds on life. Enjoy the show, it’s incredible. Be grateful that you can take part. Have a good time, that is the most important thing.
15/3
Haha got blocked on Shane Sterling’s facebook page. What a fake that dude has become. Spreading a bunch of lies and nonsense. Always fun to troll idiots and their sheeple. Anyways, my junk food binge is almost at its inevitable dead end. I cannot continue like this. After a few weeks you no longer get the pleasure or joy anymore. Feel like a junkie who just needs another hit and even when I no longer want it, keep buying more oven fries, sausages, white bread, cheese, coffee, soda, booze, etc. Ugh. Then i feel disgusted with myself. I think it’s all a form of slowmo self-destruction and gathering the troops again to go full force into battle. Gathering courage. Then i start craving the frozen fruit again. That reminds me, gotta get some out to thaw for a smoothie before boxing class later (dont wanna go, just wanna stay home). My relationship with food is at an all time low. They keep talking about “raw vegan” but wouldn’t the correct term be “ripe vegan”? I don’t trust vegan ideology. It is not complete enough. It’s mixed with too much bullshit. We need something new. Is the sun vegan? Nature is not vegan. Nothing is vegan except stupid humans thinking they can win a war against nature. They will never win. Vegan just creates more division and intolerance. Nobody is really vegan. Humans are killers and narcissists and great artists creating their own experience, we just want to play and follow our programming. Read Huxley’s novel Island for more about this (mynah birds). Reality is the supreme source of all. Done with middlemen and gatekeepers. How to transcend this madness? I don’t know. Just keep breathing. Want to get to the source. And then live from there. Salt might be the biggest problem because it enables us to eat food that does not belong in the body. Vanity is the salt of the internet. Don’t be fooled by appearances. Not giving up. Even Gods have to evolve. What to do with all this anger and shame and loneliness? I don’t know. Conquer the world with poetry? maybe. Feedback welcome. This is not easy for me and i am no yes man. Just a souldier of peace in the army of love. Going no-where/now-here. Sorry and thanks.
8/3
well so much for that. fell off wagon again big time. been bingeing on junk food, coffee, booze for last week. feel amazing. ama
22/3
So what do y’all think, is the earth flat? Is nasa, space, evolution, gravity and the holocaust a scam? I’m still investigating all this. Seems many of the people on this path reveal the truths eventually (at least for themselves) and are pulled in a similar direction towards freedom and inner glory.
When we break free from our programming, we see and feel things clearly. We find paradise wherever we are. And our spirits yearn to be fed with love. This can be somewhat painful when we find out we have zero actual friends because the people we grew up with don’t want to change. They just wanna stay who they were at age 20-25 for the rest of their lives. That’s it. Game over. Dead end. I cannot deal with these people anymore. They just don’t get it.
Most people are toxic. They will tell you that you are going insane if you even bring this stuff up. Fuck ’em. That said, i don’t think it’s really them. They are possessed by demons.
Currently resonating with: Eric Dubay, Charlie Freak, Justin Carpenter, Josh X and of course Eli Martyr (feel free to recommend more people like this if you know any).
Would be cool to get to know some of the people in this community/group. I used to be a member then left then joined then left and then joined again. Haha. Story of my life. I have committed digital suicide many times. Cats aint got shit on me.
Feeling incredible and absolutely nobody to share it with. They don’t even believe me that this health stufff is the greatest drug of all. No comedown. You just keep getting higher. Wow. But it’s a little heart breaking to watch everyone around you crumbling while you live forever.
But the loneliness is worth it. It will bring you closer to the earth and the divine light. If you wanna soar like an eagle stop hanging out with turkeys.
I would rather be alone and real than live some fake gangsta loser life on drugs and meds and pork and beer and materialism and corporate greed and fame and surrounded by idiots.
Hope you’re having a wonderful time on earth.
Hit me up if you need a friend or just drop a comment here. I need to find some new people to associate with.
Sincerely,
Markus R Nylund
14/3
Does anyone here own the TC Fry’s audio lectures?
I found this link but there is no link for the download.
https://rawschool.com/tc-frys-cds/ (i emailed them)
Or if you have them would you be willing to share?
If anyone is interested, maybe a group buy?
36 cds of content. $149
Would appreciate it, thanks