Hey, I’m Mark and this website is dedicated to my three main passions in life:
music, health and spirituality.
I wanted to go way beyond being some Jim Morrison Charles Bukowski Kurt Cobain wannabe chasing some rock star pipe dream celebrity cult nonsense. Great artists and musicians but miserable failures as human beings.
I knew I am capable of much more than that.
I knew I could take much further what they started.
About 10 years ago (2008) I met this girl who was a vegan scientist marathon runner. I was drinking beer and eating burgers all day while hustling for change busking on cold european street corners. I thought this was romantic so that was what I knew. She liked my beard, my poetry and personality so we hit it off and dated for awhile. What can I say, I can be quite a charmer. But I was a difficult person to deal with…
I wondered how she can me so healthy and why she was attracted to me.
She really opened new doors and everything kind of changed for me even though the relationship didn’t last.
She gave me this book about Okinawan centaurians and I started to explore a new galaxy of health, movement, meditation, yoga and all that stuff. I was already a questioning rebellious sensitive person so this just fueled my inquiries into what the hell is going on.
It was hard because I still wanted to drink and get all fucked up and famous like my heroes (ego). And I was writing music every day and even had a manager and everything. I acted like I owned the place. My usually my addictions and narcisstic foolish behavior destroyed everything and left me with nothing.
I knew something was off with my dream and I began to find new dimensions regarding what my whole existence was all about.
The deeper I went with my awakening, the more depressed I got. Now I know that this is all part of the game if one wants to truly walk their own path.
Eventually this inner light started to take control. I voluntarily let my whole being drown in this light. I trusted it. There was so much darkness and despair and I was sick and tired of feeling so god damned sick and tired. I let the inner light shine on it all. Expose my weaknesses and vulnerabilities. I was lost at sea in the storms of my mind. A storm with skin.
But I trusted the light.
And here I am.
I survived to tell the tale. And share my wisdom and my art.
I upgraded my self. My psyche. My dream.
I basically recreated everything I now am.
I’m still exploring of course. Viking at heart. (Bipolar viking.)
Yeah!
So thanks for being here. I want to connect with you. This is still all a challenge for me. All this online business stuff and marketing and blabla-bloody-blaa. I want to make it all fun and creative. Do it my way. Put a little sparkle on things and make it dance.
I read a lot and I’m kind of obsessed with mastering things but I am stubborn as a mule even if I find great teachers. I just take everything and mix it up and throw some paint on the wall to see what happens. There are no rules in my world. Sometimes this process of mine creates chaos. But sometimes it’s pure magic.
I can help you do this too. And more. I’m sure you can take things your own way. And we can take everything to new places. That’s what it’s all about.
Just get in touch. Stay dutch
Enough talking, now go explore.
See ya somewherez
Love
Mark
Karelia, Finland
July 17, 2019