I am still stuck on the superficial spiritual planes (matter, ego, etc). I want to go deeper. I want it so much. The creative flow comes and goes. Or state of grace. I cannot control it. But i want to get to the source of that flow. Because when it goes away i am shivering from the loneliness and it is almost unbearable.
When i get too lost and overwhelmed i remind myself of these three things:
1) Relax, lean away, let go.
2) I can handle this.
3) Everything is always absolutely perfect.
I try to get objective with my subjective experience. Deceptively simple yet incredibly hard to do for someone like me because i am so attached to this “lost dreamer” identity.
Trying to make the outer world okay does not work. Ever.
Don’t try.
Just see.
Just breathe.
Just do.
See what happens.
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