never really had the courage
to be who i wanted to be
so i got myself involved
in all kinds of things
that were wrong for me
projects and relationships
had to make compromises
which is always a losing game
when you know there is no future there
i was willing to try
put it all on the line
but everything always fell apart
i got angry and jealous
all my issues came up
especially when i was lost in that lust love
now i’m stuck here in the middle of nowhere
writing these love songs with a broken heart
it seems i finally figured it out
just who i needed to be
to get what i need and to be free
find my people and build my dreams
i am willing to try
put it all on the line
my failures made me strong and wise
you cant be seen until you see
the truth revealed in everything
(solo)
everytime i meet someone i really like
at first it’s so damn good, i’m high as a kite
and then i fuck it up real good
go insane, love turns to hate
say things i regret
especially when i get lost….