you are the greatest threat
to my loneliness
i hate this feeling
of wanting you so god damned much
i can’t focus or think straight
all i think about is you
i don’t even know you
just this feeling i get
when i think about your locks
and the wall at which you stare
i am so jealous of your locks and walls
baby i wanna go crazy with you in there
and tame your inner light
almost touch your skin
watch you sleeping nude
as your stormdreams go by
as the gentle snow falls
and lonely bears fall asleep underneath
i wanna meet them in your wildest winter dreams
the best thing we can do now
is prolong the kiss and the heavenly rains
to go living our lives longing
with lovers who remind us of each other
but we already know
that there is nobody like me in this world
and nobody who can do what i can do
to someone like you
and nobody can turn me into
a beautiful beast
quite like you
xmas times are coming
santa is getting ready
to ride the night like strippers
getting ready with a line
snowstorms are brewing
getting ready for war
when everything dies
the poets comes alive
the consumerist orgy
madness on the streets
you fight the great wars
for a momentary peace
wonder if this year she will come around
hold me down
bail me out
all the erotic hate of decades
lost inside each other’s eyes
reluctant hipsters hypnotized
this is not a fucking love song singalong
this is not an anthem for lost youth
this is a cry to reunite
with the beloved and the twisted
the fat fuck gods i never believed in
but maybe now i do
the faith i always raped
tortured you with my foolish claims
as i lay in bed at night
dreaming of tropical sunsets
and lace markings on her skin
the scent of saliva and flowers
nothing ever compares
to this here thundering rapture of liberation
the fear of judgement and ridicule
unexpected plot twists
netflix pornhub binges
to replace realities gone missing
sacred seconds like champagne sand
no matter what you do you cannot grasp
so you let go and let it enter and come inside
forever alone together
if not in this one
then the next life