i didn’t say i wasn’t grateful towards you. In fact, I am. And i’m also grateful to everything else that has happened and made me who i am and brought me the what i currently have. And right now everything is going very well.
There’s also nothing sad or unfortunate about this. I suggest you see the past as something we can all learn from and become better people. Of course there are times to be sad and feel all sorts of feelings. There’s nothing wrong with these emotions as long as we don’t attach to them.
I’m also not in anyway biter to anyone or blame anyone for anything. We are a responsible for our own lives. We can’t blame others although it is easy. It serves no purpose. On the contrary.
My life is going very well right now. The simpler my life, the more enjoyable it is. Although nothing has really change on the outside. I’ve finally found balance. Of course there are still areas to work on but i am constantly learning. I’m still young and inexperienced. I’m learning constantly. I am building my life constantly. I just want people to know what to expect if they want to remain in contact with me. I am sure everybody demands those same things i mentioned in the last email. If not, they should start.
now gotta take care of errands and food shopping. When yare you guys visiting helsinki again?
next time if we go eat somewhere i am just having a salad and dessert because too fatty/salty food are not good (vegan or not).
CIAO
Markus
PS. i’m checking my emails only once/week now so don’t wonder if my replies seem to take a little longer. I have noticed very positive results with lessening internet/computer usage (probably has something to do with living a simpler life). I recommend doing this also!