fresh start

Deleted everything and everyone again. I needed to start fresh. I wasn’t really sure anymore who my real friends were because I have changed so much, or at least tried to change. But for some reason I kept going back to the old version of me, it kept reeling me back in. So most of my life has been this battle between just giving into my old ways versus transforming and becoming the real me, the person I actually want to be. It’s been a struggle! But this is the ultimate path. And I can really say that the struggle has been worth it because that’s where true beauty and power is created from. Chaos. Fire. Love. Truth. Those are my building blocks. But romance aside, it all really comes down to the fact that it’s time to grow up, make some money, become independent (or even better, interdependent). If you want to continue to be apart of my journey, you are welcome to do so. However, I don’t want to force my ways on anyone. To quote a mentor of mine: I will wait for you, but not with you.