Nov 21, 2008

listening to Trentemøller “MOAN” (radioslaves remix). in bed. it is 10:16 in the morning. i have a cold. drinking jasmine tea. wearing black umbro track pants, red/black boxers. black leather bracelet, black robe. the bed is a mess. towels, coats, peanuts, books, tissues, phone, pillows, duvets, tshirts, portable harddrive, phone pincode, stuff i can’t see. must go to bank to pay rent. made 0€ this week. can’t sing when throat feels like someone is ramming nails into it everytime there is motion. today new albums released by Gunsnroses, Killers, Coldplay. recordshop too far away, will have to wait till i feel better. yesterday i watched 3 movies; Vantage Point (horrible), Feast Of Love (a little better but not much), The Diving Bell & The Butterfly (intense & beautiful). i love Dylan’s first 4 albums especially The Times They Are-A Changing. i would’ve been one of the people booing when he went electric, no just kidding. i just think the production on many of his early electric albums is very mediocre, that was a thing he never really revolutionized as most of his peers at the time. he was a revolutionary of the additude. he said in an interview “i didn’t break any rules, because i don’t see any rules to break.” that is rock n roll and that is what it is about. forget about stupid tattooed egotistical glamourized untalented junkies who break things and can play heavydistorted powerchords. i have a million new songs. i feel like giving all my books away but first i have to find someone who will actually read them and not just keep them on their shelves while they watch tv. i am very close to becoming a vegan. just gotta give up fish and eggs now. my courage/hypocricy balance is still swinging to the latter but i do feel the weight shifting. i just need that last push. there is always something better. time to open curtains now and see what the world is like today.