beauty

the world is beautiful today
at least i saw it that way
saw the beauty of ugliness
saw the beauty of pain

the world is beautiful today
at least in my eyes
felt beauty in my veins
felt beauty in my shame

the world is beautiful today
at least now I know
a cold beauty
that cuts deep
a silent beauty
that screams in me
a dark beauty
that carries me

but who knows
what tomorrow may bring
if beauty will be here
or if it’s gone away