2023 Going well so far.
Quit alcohol/drugs permanently. It’s all the same shit. Escape from reality because you are too weak to handle its intensity or too closed to appreciate it’s depth and beauty. Get high on life. If you have problems, identify them and solve them. Or accept them.
Decided to go back to school. Hard reset. Start from scratch. Math, physics, logic, science, philosophy. No longer want to be part of this cult of ignorance where people believe all kinds of weird shit according to their whims and fancies. Intellectual laziness run amok. It’s better to humbly not-know than pretend to-know something you don’t just so you can keep up the facade of appearing as if you do.
Also started boxing. Love it. It was that or ballet…
Still making music. Working on new vicevoids album, all songs I wrote least year. Creativity not slowing down at all. I feel physically, mentally, emotionally, spriitually younger than ever. And sharper.
It’s the subtle lies we tell ourselves that keep the wars going.
Kinda wanna travel the world again but not quite ready yet. Need to upgrade my standards for what and whom I allow into my inner circles. And be deadly curious about the things that drive me bonkers.
MN